BFN #1

BFN = Big Fat No (At least according to all the pregnancy blogs & forums I've seen.)

Today is the first official NO. I got a little teary eyed when I realized why I'd been feeling so crummy for a few days. We've been out of town for my husbands business and it's been a colossal pile of stress. I figured the stress and lack of sleep was taking its toll on me. Also, when your period shows up a week EARLY, that's not exactly your happiest day when you are trying to get pregnant.

Since the HSG, I wanted to be sure to track my "days" so that I wouldn't miss the big ovulation moment. I'd been using an app on my phone to track my cycle for about a year now. I had figured it was a great way to help the doctors see how my body is acting, and not depending on my tired brain to have to remember all the details.

The only problem is that when your period comes early, doesn't that mean your ovulation days were earlier than you thought they were? Either way, I thought I knew which days would be the best to try, and not too long after, there's that definite sign that I'm not pregnant.

I know I said before that I was going to take the "flushing out" pregnancy possibility with a grain of salt, and not get my hopes up .... and I definitely wasn't expecting it to be that easy ... but it still stings a little bit.